Haha, i just figured out what’s up.
First, I felt like this (1-4 days) about Lenka
Then, I realized I felt like this
And now, I don’t care much about it, although I will go through moments every now and then because she was my first gf. Overall, I realize that although she is a cool person, she was using me; and that’s not cool. Not only was I cheated on, but I was spit on and kicked into the ground. Shit. How did I let this happen? It’s because I wanted to experience something I had never experienced before, a real girlfriend. I don’t know if I got this, because I wasn’t Glen to her, I was Mr. Galrernett. Get it? But, thank the lord! Beth, I love you, you gave me great advice. I love you too Ms. Galli, and I might just come down to PA and visit ya. Great times.
I have only worked so hard to make myself the perfect man so that when I meet the girl of my dreams, I have everything to be the man of her dreams. I am not saying that Lenka was near the girl of my dreams, but I figured I better start getting my feet wet to see what this so-called girl may be like. Girls girls girls. I hope I did not get in over my head. Only time will tell. My dad would call this a God Joke. Oh, very funny God.